i cry evertime some one speakes your name
i cry to god
but not my friends are my family
b/c they do not understand
 i cry so much
but u touched me deeply in my heart and soul thats way
u where not just a friend
we where bros to the "T"
i just wonder all those thing people wonder when this happens
"What could i have done"
"I should have staied that night"
"I should have helped him at the begin"
but see i ask this stuff over and over
but see boddie i know u did what u did
for a reason i could not stop
i tried oo god i did
why did u take my homie away
i cry out to god for u to come back
but u don't 
see i just wish u could have seen
how many people miss u today
just b/c your parents where gone does not mean
that there is not people who love u still
i remember the night i heard 
i could not belive that this happen
i did not cry i was shocked
i walked around with my head down
like i should die my self
i missed u then
i remember final cring 
i have never cried so deep in my life about one person
but u did it to me
u said u would always be here
so boddie where are u now
when i need u the most
but i know to keep u in my heart like u said 
and i well tell my day
but boddie do as u said 
watch over me
and i know u well
bye friend
i well see u at the gates of the phatest place on this earth
bye not goodbye
but bye